I went
out in the city this weekend and everywhere I went, I was craning my neck
looking to see if the Pace Setter was there. Correction, hoping to see if he
was there. Though my brain realizes there is a 99% chance that he’s a player, my
emotions are insisting on thinking that maybe he is true to his word and he is
just having a busy time right now.
Why am I stuck on someone who isn’t worth the energy?
Am I putting myself back in the path of a storm by even entertaining these
thoughts?
I assumed he comment about “would love to be friends”
was just an attempt to appear as a nice guy & not a total player, so I
figured I wouldn’t hear from him again. Then he said he was going to text me
over the weekend to see what I was doing. Is it possible that I’m stuck in his
head like he’s stuck in mine? It seems
unlikely. He shouldn’t be stuck in my
head at all.
It seems rare to find someone that you are
relaxed & comfortable around and have a good time. This point really hit
home when I went on a date yesterday where the guy was intentionally “giving me
a hard time” after waiting until the very last minute to ask to hang out – I left
and found myself wishing I was hanging out with the Pace Setter instead.
Maybe it’s time to set my sights higher.
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